Part 11
Todays walk to school was harder then the last time but not becuase of the sun the sun actually was blocked by all the clouds becuase it had rained later that night..The boys and girls i had seen walking yesterday kept thier distance from me but i could see them glance at me every once and awhile and shake thier heads."You can do this Ming Ji if you can survive 1 month without getting killed your out of this stupid city for good then you can go back to Pusan." but as i said this out loud i realised i was only on my 2nd day of school and that i had to survive 28 more days. I hung my head low "i'm dead...I am so dead." i sighed and looked twards ths sky. "Appa ottokaji?what should i do?" As if my father heard me a nice black car slowed up and pulled on the side of the street. At first i was scared in the movies when a car pulls beside a girl a man in black jumps out the car and forces her into it." i cross my hands across my chest.they wouldnt attempt to kidnapp me in the middle of day would they? The back window of the car rolled down and a pretty face with sunglasses poked out. "Kim Ming Ji i thought that was you need a ride?" Bo-Bae smiled up and my and swung her door open. "Get in we'll take you to school." by now the other kids had noticed who i was talking to. "Oh! is that Lee bo-bae?" "Is Park Yong Jo in the car?" And with this outburst group of girls ran to the car bumping into me and almost causing me to fall. "Lee bo-bae eonni! is Yong Jo in there." they all said simultaneously each one othem peaking there heads around the door." Bo-Bae smiled at them. "Sadly girls he's not but he might come to school today he may be a little late though but keep a look out for him." the girls bowed and turned to leave but not before one of them scoffed at me. "Seems like your lucky but when Yong Jo 'comes to school later your dead." My mouth dropped. Bo-bae's smile disapeared "should you be talking such gossip?shouldnt you be more concerned about your failing grades? if i were you i would worry about myself instead of other peoples concerns." the girl bowed twards bo-bae "Im sorry." then ran off. Bo-bae scooted over in her sit. " Ming Ji sit here." i slide into the car. as we began to move bo-bae called up to her driver. "Mr.san theres a giant puddle of water up there in the street make sure you avoid it or you'll 'accidentally' splash those girls." Mr.San smiled "Yes ma'am" And sure enough as we passed the group of girls were sprayed with water.

I looked back and they were all stamping and crying over thier soiled uniforms. I kinda felt sorry for them. i guess bo-bae could see this in my eyes "Dont feel bad for them Ming Ji if the roles were reversed they would not care to show you sympothy." I looked at bo-bae "wasn't that a bit extreme?" she smiled "what do you mean? it was an accident...right Mr.san?." Bo-bae was defintely a wolf in sheep clothing i thought."Why would those girls thing Park Yong Jo would be in here....are you his girl friend eonni?" he laughed out loud. "no! i would never stoop that low i'll leave someone like him to people like them." she jestered to the girls who were far behind us. "Oh well...are you friends?" she shook her head "Cousins sadly." she smiled and seemed she was turning back into the Bo-Bae i had met yesterday."Park young jae was my great great grandfather as well." We pulled up to the school. "Thank you mr.San make sure you are here ontime to pick us up after school." we got out the car and went into school as soon as we entered the doors Bo-bae linked her arms into mine "Stay close to me I'll make sure nothing happens to you." she smiled up and me then started to walk.I stumbled after her. Everyone we passed just stared for a second then looked away. i looked down at bo-bae there was something about bo-bae i didnt know some unknown part of her that held a strange strong power.

Theme songs
Owlcity-fireflies
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9LfpA-I8N5I
hwayobi once
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8w9mVke0_E
G dragon-shes gone
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gIeD_1Wrvfc

Kim Ming Ji-Yoon- Eun-Hye

Park Yong jo-Top(big bang)

Yong jo's mom-??? Ming ji's mom-Choi Ran

Cho Hee-Ga-in(B.E.G)

Joo Chan-AJ(Beast)

principal-???


Lee bo-Bae-Jung Eun Ran

Part 8

When i finally got home my stomach was very upset since i did not buy moms fruit and spices i was unable to call her and find out where the food was. i could call and lie i bought the
foods but when she got home and found out i hadent really bought them she would kill me. so a settled for water and a bag of wheat chips.but as soon as they were gone i once agian was hungry. "UUURGH! instead of going out and working her stupid job for hours she should have bought some food!" i thrashed around on my bed venting anger. but then i had to stop and think was my anger becuase of food pr the guy i had just met? i decided it was both food and how much i hate Seoul. for it to be the capital of our grand country and for many people to dream of coming here it sure isnt the way you see it in the dramas. The city of fun,famous stars,and love. i scoffed "What fun ever since i got here my life has been a living hell." and with this proceeded to vent my anger on my pilows and sheets.

Part 9
Mom didnt get home till 1 in the morning i heard the down stores door closed quietly and the sound of soft footprints. i opened my door. "Mom is that you?" i asked "yeh, why arnt you in the bed?" i went down stairs. " i coudnt sleep." i sat down on the floor . "Did you eat?" i shook my head."no? she asked. she went to the fridge moved some stuff around and came out with a contianer. "When you didnt call i thought you had found the food and ate it without going to the market did you go?." i nodded. "yea....but...but i didnt get what you wanted...I'm sorry." she raised her eyebrow "What did you spend it on?" i couldnt talk i just shook my head. "Ming Ji what did you spend it on?" i sniffled trying to hold back the tears that wanted envade my eyes but i couldnt. "Ming Ji?!" Mom knelt beside me and stroked my head. "Baby whats wrong did something happen to you while you were at the market what did you buy?" i burried my head in her chest. "mom i want to go back to Pusan! I hate it here everything about this place makes me sick! I want to go back home ...I want to be close to dad." she continued patting my head and making calming noises ."Ming Ji its going to get better mommy promises you this time okay just wait alittle longer wait one more month and if you dont like it we can...we can move back to pusan." "you promise." i asked her? "Neh,i promise."
Part 10
It took all my will to get up and get dressed the next morning. Mom had prepared my a big breakfast since i hadnt ate last night ."Eat up it looks as if your sickly."she felt my forehead. "No tempruture but we have to be careful." . "Ma don't worry i'm fine nothing a good meal can't cure. i smiled at her and she smiled back.After i ate my breakfast Mom handed me a big lunch box. "What you carried for lunch yesterday was a terrible excuse of a meal you of all people know you could have ate 1,000 times more then that" i pouted "Are you saying i'm fat?" she smirked."No i'm saying you eat more then the avarage male actally even more then the obese male." i snatched my lunch box from her. "YA! i dont eat that much!" i told her. "oh yea? tell that to my check that goes twards keeping your stomach satified." i stuck my tounge out at her. "well seeing from yesterday your not doing a good job maybe we should hire someone else." "You......You disrespectful child!" she picked up a wooden spoon but i ran out the house before she could use it on me.

Part 7



I almost died when i got to the fruits 1 reason becuase they looked so dilicous. there was fruits i never even heard of. They came from far off countries. some looked odd and disfigured but i bet they had sweet and tasted like heaven.The other reason is well.......i got excited. as i walked down all the different fruit sections looking and lusting over things that looked good every few seconds i would twirl around my basket swirling around me. At first it was all good and dandy i was swirling and wondering what taste would await me in the red fruit or this purple fruit but as i begin my last swirl my basket came in contact with somthing. And the somthing let our a cry of pain. i hurridly turned and bowed. " I'm so sorry." I quickly looked up to make sure my victim wasn't hurt....And i looked into the face of an angel as if he had got lost on his way back to heaven, a angel in pain but an angel none the less. i found myself smiling alittle bit...he was gourgous....his hair was silky black and his eyes a deeper black then that. My examination of him was cut short due to his angry outburst. "YA!!! are you crazy Aiiish!!" i bowed agian and sincerly said "I'm sorry i didnt see you." he clutched his hand i guess that here i had struck him..."What normal guy flounces around in the middle of a market.....Shit Apa!" i apologized agian. "What good is sorry going to go huh? i think you broke my hand i outta punch....." he cut off his scentence and his eyes got wide. "Phone?" he said it in english i looked confused? "Ph..phone?" he started looking around frantically. "Where is it? Where the hell did you knock my phone to!" i realized he ment cellphone. i automaticly started looking around.passers by looked at us strange as we crawled on the ground checking under crates.finally I looked up under a crates of lemons and i seen a small blue phone...it was broke the screen cracked. i nervously pulled it from under the grate and looked at it.My mouth dropped open and my eyes grew large. It was the new samsung that had just came out it was super expensive. 2pm did a comercial for it i remember becuase i said i had wanted one but when i found out the price my hopes of ever even seeing one had been crushed. i flipped the phone over. a few scratches and a broke screen. i stood up and walked to where the boy was still frantically looking. "Chogi...exuse me is this....is this it?" he swirled around and looked at the broken phone laying in my hands. his mouth tightened in a small striaght line and he stood slowly."You broke it....you ......BASTARD!" he grabbed me by the coller of my hoodie " you want to die huh? do you know how much that phone cost?!" fear shot through every fiber of my body and my tears began to blur my eyes." I'm so sorry." he pulled me closer. "oh... your not sorry yet." he took his left hand from around my collar and balled a fist. tears streamed down. people seeing us begin to walk faster not wanting to be cuaght in a scene.some started calling for secerity. i closed my eyes and the tears came faster and a waited for a blow to my face. But next thing i knew the grip on my collar relaxed and then it was gone i still had my eyes closed tightly but i slightly cracked one open. He had his left hand covered by his right one a look of pain on his face. he must have put to much strain on his arm. i opened my eyes and wiped the tears away. "Are you .....okay?" he gave me a fierce look. " what do you think!" he yelled. i stepped forward and took his hand in mine. he quickly snatched it away " Do you wan to die?" he asked his voice harsh and dangerous. "Let me see i'll look to see if it broken." he shoved his hand in his pocket and grunted. " Who needs anthing from you." i step back and bowed. "Once agian i am truely truley sorry." i gathered my basket and turned to leave. wiping tears from my eyes. i didnt get far though. "YA!!!! who told you to leave before you paid for my phone do you know how much this cost this probably cost more then your house! What are you going to due about this?." i turned and he was a waving his broken phone at me. i grimmiced.."well i really don't have that kind of money i'm sorry." he rolled his eyes. "of course you dont i can tell just by looking at you...poor" i looked down at myself. "what do you mean." i looked back at what he was wearing. a suit tie, and shoes that looked like they cost more then my moms car."oh." i said out loud.he smiled wickedly. "so..? what are you going to do about my phone damage.....little man." And with those last words a trigger went off in my brain i dont know what happened the next thing i know i was blurting out things that didnt seem to be coming from me. "Little man......LITTLE MAN! do i look like a little man to you. Does everyone in seoul need glasses huh? are you all blind. I AM A GIRL!" I yelled his face was frozen with suprise. and to add empahsise i spelled it out loud in english "G....E.....R...L.." i went up to him and poked my hands into his chest. "And you...you dare threaten to hit a girl did your father not teach you anything huh even if i was a boy is this your world to just start fight over silly little thngs like cellphones..how old are you 12!" i reached into my pocket amd pulled out my wallet and pulled out the bills i was going to use to pay for moms spices and fruits. "Here!" i threw the bills at his face. "I know its not nearly enough but as we both know im so damn poor." He stood just there face transfixed as if i had hit him i turned to leave in a huff when he called out agian. "YA!!!" i turned agian fist balled i was getting tired of him and if its a fight he wanted its a fight he was going to get i was tired of everone in this town."Are you stupid ....are you trying to get killed?" i walked right back up to him and looked him eye to eye. "Yeh im stupid but i dont want to be killed and if i am to be killed your not the one to do it.!" he gave a luagh of disbelif. " Hey this is coming from the person crying his eyes out just a minute ago." my cheeks begin to burn with anger "I'm a girl!!" he faked suprise. " oh really is that what you were spelling...G..E.R.L" he spelled out. i nodded "yes who's stupid one now?. He chuckled. "No i'm pretty sure your still the stupid one becuase last time i checked girl in english was spelled G..I.R.L." i stopped and thought about it. "G..I.R..L?" He nodded that evil grin still on his face. i turned to face him still angry even though i had just suffered terrible embarrasement. "Who cares if its G..i.r.l or G.e.r.l ! i yelled at him. his smiled disapeared. "Hey! why are you yelling at me im not the one who broke my arm and phone i should be yelling at you!" i crossed my arms. "isn't that what you've been doing this whole time huh? i told you i was sorry a million times what more do you want huh? I'm done talking to you if you insist on perstring me i'll call security." i was suprised they hadent already came, we were making quite i scene they were probably busy with the shopping crazy women around the market." Now you ethier accept that money." i pointed to the ground. "Or you can just deal with it ethier way i'm leaving." i turned to leave this time i did not turn around. i calmly walked to a corner but when i turned on to it i ran as fast as i could in fear of him decideding he wanted to punch my face after all.

PART 5


When i returned home mom was no where to be found.Which only ment one thing...she was out "Working" i sighed i changed out my school clothes into a hoodie and sweat pants. i went doewn stairs to the fridge to see if Ma had cared enough to make me dinner. Before i opened it i seen a note stuck to the door. "Why are you looking in my fridge theres not food for you here.I'm just joking a prepred you a little somthing before i left. I have a few clients this afternoon so i wont be home until very late tonight. Ming Ji BEFORE you eat the meal i worked so hard to prepare you must first run some errands for your darling mother okay? go down to the Market and pick up some fresh basil and some fresh fruits such as apples and grapes.DO THIS BEOFRE YOU EAT MY FOOD CALL ME WHEN YOU COMPLETED ME TASK!!" i rolled my eyes. "Ya! how are you going to know which i do first silly women i'm starving you can wait." i opened the door and got out a closed contianer. i sat down ready to drown my mouth in mother cooking. i opened the top and almost fell out my chair. "Aha bastard child this was just a decoy contianer if you had done what i told you. got my grocries and called i would have made you aware of this decoy and told you where the real food is.PPALI the more time you wait to eat the faster your boobs melt away!" i crumbled up the paper."DEVIL WOMEN!!!!" i grabbed my coat and wicker shoping basket and left our house.


Part 6

I hate going to the markets expecially when there are big sales going on. eonnis and grandmas run around like mad people grabbing and fighting over clothes and produce. Also theres always the people trying to get you to by things you dont need. "Hey pssssh you want to buy the new XP3 razor? it gives you the cleanest shave you'll ever experiance you'll feel like a new man." I shook my head "Mr. I'm a girl i dont need that but thank you." he looked confused. "Girl?" he looked me over and stopped at my chest. i crossed my arms over my breast and quickly walked away. as i increased the gap between us i heard him over say to himself. "That was a girl? they don't make them like they use to do they?" i just started walking faster things like this happen all the time so i was extremly use to it.

Part 4

The walk home after school was an unpleasnt one. 1 reason was becuase as i walked i could hear the same kids i walked to school with whisper about me.But the number 1 reason was one me way out i kinda ran into Cho Hee.Not literally thank god but the route i had been going ended up having me walk past the office though i didnt know it at the time. right when i figured it out it was to late. The principal stood outside the door talking to a male student about basketball sign up or somthing. "I'm sorry but you just dont have enough people to invest money into somthing we cant guarantee to last." the boy looked highly upset "I have 10 names on her from homeroom 13 and 17 how much more do we need?" the principal shrugged. "As many males students are in this school you can't get more names?" the boy was about to protest when the principal saw me smiled and cut the boy off. "I'f you'll excuss me Joochan i have been waiting to talk to this miss all day." the boys mouth was still opened wide as the principal ushered me into the office."Ms.Park what a pleasure to finally meet you." He was round bubbly man with a nice smile and i automatically felt comfortable around him. i bowed. "Hello sir."

He sat my down in a chair next to his office table. "When i read your records i was extremly suprised for someone your age to have such high marks.But there is the problem of your ...school changing.The amount of times you've changed schools is quite remarkable." i looked down. "Yea my moms buiness requires us to move alot." he nodded. "So what exactly does your mother do agian?" my heart pounded ."Umm..Fisherman." i lied and as soon as i said it i wanted to kick my self i could have come up with something better. But apparently he fell for it. "Ahhh i see always go where the fish go." he chuckled and a gave a fake chuckle to humor him."Is there anything else you need sir i really need to get home i.....i got alot of fish..to gut." he stood up. "No,no please don't let me interfer with your working." i bowed to him and turned to leave the door across from where i had been sitting swung open. And Cho Hee apeared followed by a very very beautiful older women. "Make this the last time i see you in my office over such nonsense the school day is over you may go." Choo Hee walked out the office she would have totally not seen me if i had not turned to leave. Our eyes locked and i got the Chills once agian all i could do was bow and stammer out a "annyeong." throw my bag over my shoulder then ran like the wind.

Part 3

My stomach began complaining when lunch rolled around so i was feeling a little sickish. It didnt help that every where i walked people stared and pointed "Is that her?" "Yup shes dead for sure." "Cho Hee is going to scratch her eyes out." "Well when Park Yong Jo finds out she'll be running to Cho Hee to punish her instead." This was the basics of the conversation i heard when i walked around the lunch room looking for a place to sit.Finally i decided to just go outside. I sat on the stairs at the school enterence and opened my lunch box. The smell of rice and veggies made my mouth water i dug into my meal with my chopsticks.

I looked around while i ate taking in the scenery a little ways away the schools sign shown high. "Park young jae high school a wonderful place for learning." i scoffed " What wonderful place." i said out loud. "It's my first day and already terrible things are happening" I complained some more as i ate and before i knew it my little bit of food was gone.My stomach growled loud in protest as to say "i know thats not all your going to feed me.""Aiiiish!!!" i rubbed my tummy trying to get it to stop."I should have grabbed more food!." i said to myself i hung my head down between my legs waiting for the hunger pains to go away. "Here..you can have this." a girls voice from behind me caused me to jump and drop my lunch box "I'm sorry let me get that for you." a girl came from behind me and picked up my box from the bottem of the stairway. "She handed me my lunch box and a bright pink bowel in her other hand." i took it "what is this?" i asked her kindly. "I over heard you say you were still hungry i'm pretty full and i didnt want it to go to waste."

I opened the container and the wonderful site of kimbap made my stomach growl louder. But despite my hungry i closed the box and offered it back to her. "Thank you very much i am very thankful but i can not accept your food." she took the kimbap back and gave a slight frown "why dont you like kimbap? does it smell nasty?" she opened it up and examined the contants. "Anio! no it's just i dont feel right eating your food from you." her smiled returned."no no its fine like i said i'm already full." she handed me the food once more and sat next to me. "My name is Bo-bae, Lee bo-Bae." I shook her hand "Nice to meet you i'm Kim Ming Ji." she nodded i know who you are i was in your class this morning." i stopped eating the Kimbap and she laughed it was cute girly laugh the kind the cute girls on tv have. "Have you stopped eating becuase your worried?Don't worry i'm not like Cho Hee matter of fact i'm the total opposite of Cho Hee." i shook my head. "No i can tell your not like her." I smiled. "Your eyes are softer and nicer well hers on the other hand.." we both laughed then sat in silence but not for long. "Ming Ji..i know you have heard what people have been saying but it's not that serious." i sighed it seemed that a small bit of heavyness had been lifted from my shoulders. "really?" i asked. She nodded. "Yea people just over react is all nothing to worry about just alittle gossip." i nodded. "Lee Bo-bae who...who is Park Yong jo." she snickered. "ahhh just a trouble maker is all..someone who thinks he's big stuff." she pointed to the school sign "Park Young jae was his great great grandfather. He started this school along time ago and it has been passed down from son to son.Now Young Jo's Mother runs it." i made a sound of undarstanding."Oh...well shouldnt his father run it then?" she shook her head ."No Young jo's father died when he was 15 years old from a car accident.I guess thats when everything started going down hill." i wiped my mouth and handed her, her bowl back. "Down hill?" i asked. she nodded."It's how he's become the person he is today he..he just changed so much to the point...he does extreme things too..." she cut her self off and turned and smiled. "I'm talking way to much." she glimiched at her watch "It's all most time for study period we should get going." i nodded and stood up. " Lee Bo-Bae thank you for the meal." i bowed to her and she slightly bowed back and smiled. "Call me eonni..and your welcome." i looked up and shock. "eo..eonni?" she smiled "yes i may not look older then you but i am....hmmm i think its this new facial mask that just came out..you know all the stars are using it." I smiled at her. "Yea must be."

Part 2
I had done the new student introduction a thousand times i am no stranger to having all eyes on me as i stand infront of a class. "It seems we have a new student please introduce yourself."the teacher says to me. He also is very handsome. I bow and begin the words that have become a habit. "Annyeonghasayo! hello my name is Kim Ming Ji it is a pleasure to meet you all please treat me well." Once agian i bow. the room is a gumble of "hellos" and "welcomes". The teacher claps his hands to restor order in the class then turns to me. "Ms.Kim since you are transforing so late in the year this class is pretty full there isnt many seats left." he scanned the room for an empty seat "There!" He pointed to a chair way in the back of the class one that seemed a little further away from everyone else.Everyone turned thier heads to see where he had pointed and many let out a gasp some began talking amongts themselves. "Ms.kim you may sit there until we have the custodian bring in another table and chair." I bowed and made my way to the back of the class. Just as i sat down a pretty girl a table alittle away from me slammed her hands on her table then shot up out her seat.It startled my very much and i dropped my bag. "teacher she can't sit there!" My heart pounded.All ready i have made someone dislike me and i have done is sit in a chair. I lowered my head and looked away. "Cho Hee that is enough i have said Ms.Park can sit there plus it is temporary now sit down." Even the girl's name was Beautiful.

Cho Hee continued standing " But thats HIS seat you can't just let anyone sit there!" The teacher glared at her. "Park Yong Jo is not here so i see no harm in Ming Ji sitting in his chair for one day. Now ethier you deal with this or you go to the principal's office and have your little attitude there." Cho Hee turned and glared at me. A deep cold chill pierced my body as if i was covered in ice cubes.She grabbed her jacket and put it over her shoulders. "I'm leaving and since i'm gone she can sit in my chair theres no need for her to sit there make her move." And with that she left. The teacher took off his glasses and rubbed his temple. re-applying his frames he looked up and smiled at me. "Ming Ji dont you worry about her you stay right there an don't worry about a thing." I gave him a weak smile thats all i could a give. Becuase what just happened sucked all the energy out me and the look the other classmates were giving me put chills in my heart.They weren't angry like Cho Hee but thier looks were more of simpathy and freight .But not afriad for themselves but for me.

바보 사랑해.(I love you stupid) chapter 1

Kim Ming Ji is use to not having any friends. She never stays in a school long enough to make any. Thanks to her mother's "business" which Ming Ji doesn't like to talk about they are constantly on the move.But this year is going to be different so says Ming Ji's mother but she does not believe atleast not until Park Yong jo steps into the picture. When these two meet all hell breaks loose and and with it comes anger,love,and pain and so begins the journey of love and finding true identity.

Part 1
Here we are together holding one another sitting up againts a tree his hand intangled in mine. " Ming Ji.." he says " Yes Oppa?" he turns and smiles to me."You know you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen." My cheeks turn bright red "really?" he nods "너무 예뻐 (so pretty)." I blush harder "Oppa...Thank you." He turns to face me and looks deep into my eyes. "can i...can i kiss you?" my heart starts beating faster and faster. I nod. He leans in close to the point i could feel is breath on my lips i close my eyes the feel of his body heat makes me become Anxious. "Ming Ji" he whispers my name softly his breath relaxing, Like the morning dew after it rains. he whispers my name agian but this time a littler louder and he does it agian and agian each time getting louder and slowly i begin to notice the smell on morning dew on his breath fading away quicker and quicker each time he calls my name. It is replaced with the smell of litter box and sour milk. I scrunch my nose, eyes still closed waiting for my kiss. But it never comes instead in it's place i am rewarded with a extremly painful smack to the face.

My eyes shoot upon and the sight that awaited me made me scream out a green face looked down at me. " Aigoo what are you yelling for." My mother jumped back from my bed side and cluched her heart. " Are you trying to kill me huh? What kind of normal person smiles in thier sleep then wakes up screaming?" I pull myself up from my bed and rub my eyes and looked up at the person beside me "eomma? Whats that green stuff on your face?" " Oh this?" she pointed . " This is a new facial mask that just came out. all the stars are wearing it they say it makes you look young and beautiful." she flicked her hair and gave a dreamy smile. i snickered. " Well you might have to order a whole lot more then." her smiled disapeared. " What did you just say you bastard child?" she took of one of her slippers and wacked me up upside the head . " How dare you talk to your mother in such a way i swear you children these days are getting way out of hand back in my day i wouldnt dream of backlashing to my mother god rest her soul." i made a puffy face and rubbed the side of my head where she struck me. " Eomma i was joking you didnt have to hit me so hard. aiiish it really hurts!" she sneered " I'm going to make it hurt alot more if you dont'get ready for school what do you think this is sleep all day and get up when you decide your ready to go to school huh this is your first day do you want them think of you as a lazy bum? i should not have to come in here and wake you up your a grown women." she gave me an evil smile " even if your breast are not those of a women" I crossed my arms over my chest "EOMMA!!" i yelled "what?" she gave me a smug look then patted my leg " Ppali ppali! Get up your running late!"


she left my room and i fell backwards onto my bed "Aiiiish thats the second time she's ruined a perfectly good dream." I kicked my sheets off me " I was so close this time so close!" i lay in my bed pouting."Neomchi(flatfish) i dont hear you moving around up there!!" mom called up. I sighed and prepared my self for my first day of a new school..once agian . I am not like other girls i don't know why mom always thinks i need hours to get ready for school.My hair is very short so no need for curls and glittery clips i just throw it in a ponytail.After my shower I throw on my new schools uniform.Since i dont wear makeup i was basicly ready for school that quick. Mom has tried to get me to wear it she says "It will cover up those boyish features." i just told her i don't need any make up and plus i like my features (even though i am lying) plus i told her she wears enough make up for the two of us.That was the day i learned that chopsticks were more deadly then ninja stars.

When i got down stairs mom had set my breakfast on the table. "eat quickly you dont have much time you need to start walking." i groaned as i sat down and crossed my legs. " Mom how come you can't drive me to school? I mean other kids parents do or they have thier own cars." she turned and gave me a harsh glance. " Am i other kids parents huh? no! All though sometimes i wish i was and if you have money for your own car be my guest and buy one. Just be lucky the school is 3 blocks away. You know in my day i had to walk miles and miles to school in snow,hail,rain,and hurricanes." I rolled my eyes i had heard this story a million times. " Mom i highly doubt you walked to school in a hurricane." mom folded her arms. " I'm sorry were you there to see what i did and didn't do...Oh wait I think.. 'no'." she said no in english and she sounded really wierd like she said "nor". i smiled at her " of course i was mom i was up in heaven watching over you waiting for the faithful day you would meet dad." i made a kissy face. "Hmph what Heaven were you at i think you might be confused." I smiled at her and finish eating my rice.

To the outside world it may seem me and my mom are not very close but it's actually the opposite we are as close as it gets like best friends even.She's all i ever known all i've ever had. i spooned the rest of my rice and veggies into a lunch container and put it in my backpack. "Ma i'm leaving." i kissed her cheek "Your not leaving fast enough i still see your face." i pouted.she rapped her arms around me and gave me a hug" Ming Ji this time it's going to be different for us i promise okay you have to trust me." i smiled i wanted to believe her with all my heart but these words that i had heard so many times no longer had any effect on me at all. "Neh of course ma."

Even though the school was only 3 blacks away it felt as if i had left Seoul and walked all the way to another city far far away. Not becuase i am out of shape but becuase the sun beamed down extremly hard.I felt like i was walking across the sands of Egypt.It seemed, i was the only one being bothered by the heat.Girls and boys who wore the same uniform as me walked,skipped and jumped around as if the sun was not boiling them alive.I watched them walking.talking,and smiling.The boys very handsome and the Girls very very beautiful it seemed everyone i looked at was like that.Was the school full of beauties? Would i fit in? i blew hair out of my eyes " Get over yourself Ming ji it's not like your ganna be here long anyway i mean we'll probably move in a month or so, Mom can't stay rooted for too long not with the work she does so we will be in and gone and no time." i thought to myself. Having told myself i would not have to worry about being the ugly duckling in a school full of swans i smiled and trucked on. Little did i know that the school wasn't full of swans .There were some ducks hidden in swan disguise They were beautiful on the outside but the inside was a whole different story.

바보 사랑해.(I love you stupid) chapter 1 preview

Kim Ming Ji is use to not having any friends. She never stays in a school long enough to make any. Thanks to her mother's "business" which Ming Ji doesn't like to talk about they are constantly on the move.But this year is going to be different so says Ming Ji's mother but she does not believe atleast not until Park Yong jo steps into the picture. When these two meet all hell breaks loose and and with it comes anger,love,and pain and so begins the journey of love and finding true identity.

Part 1 )
Here we are together holding one another sitting up againts a tree his hand intangled in mine. " Ming Ji.." he says " Yes Oppa?" he turns and smiles to me."You know you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen." My cheeks turn bright red "really?" he nods "너무 예뻐 (so pretty)." I blush harder "Oppa...Thank you." He turns to face me and looks deep into my eyes. "can i...can i kiss you?" my heart starts beating faster and faster. I nod. He leans in close to the point i could feel is breath on my lips i close my eyes the feel of his body heat makes me become Anxious. "Ming Ji" he whispers my name softly his breath relaxing, Like the morning dew after it rains. he whispers my name agian but this time a littler louder and he does it agian and agian each time getting louder and slowly i begin to notice the smell on morning dew on his breath fading away quicker and quicker each time he calls my name. It is replaced with the smell of litter box and sour milk. I scrunch my nose, eyes still closed waiting for my kiss. But it never comes instead in it's place i am rewarded with a extremly painful smack to the face